Diets!!!

I've decided that as I'm 40 this year (EEEEEEK!!!!!) that this is my LAST diet. I either get slim this time, and stay slim - the harder part lol, or I will learn to be comfortable in my non-size 10 body. I have signed up for a sponsored slim on the UK Chinese adoption site, with a target of losing 40lbs - and sponsoring a pound per pound. Hopefully by announcing this 'publically' I will actually stick to this and lose the weight. I've got a wardrobe of lovely size 10 clothes that are laughing at me at the moment and I want to wear them again :-) I also want to be able to look at the pictures we take in China (could be the end of this year if our switch to SNs works out) and not cringe at my size :-) And I want to be healthy and happy in myself :-)